January 30th, '09

I cant believe its already Friday, thank goodness. Aside from Ms. Brainard moving the test to Monday, it was a pretty crappy morning. My hair wasnt working with me so I had to wear it up and it was weird. And I didnt like it, but whatever I lived, barely. Then in 3rd I felt sick, but I got better in 4th & lunch. I drew the best lion picture in Photo!! Its a lion sitting at a table in the savannah eating PANCAKES!! 6th was so good today, I love that class. Dakota decided to go through my backpack (once again haha) and found this toy gun and freaked out. It entertained him for the rest of the class, he even drew it when we took the vocab quiz. Who'd a thought that one of my least favorite/most out of place class would turn out to be my favorite. Im going to miss it next year, for sure.

Well its 12:29 and my throat is kinda weird, i already took some vitamin C soo hopefully it should all be getting used cause its the stuff that doesnt stay in you, lameness. Ice skating tomorrow. :)

January 29th, '09

School took forever today, but it was worth it. Me & Sam went over to Krystal's to work on our apes project, they worked i basicly ate all krystals food. i would. then we just hung out. i showed them Elfen Lied, my newest addiction and i got to listen to a bunch of lame music (no offence guys) lol. krystal broke out her brothers laser tag game but the batteries were dead and we were missing a gun, next time for sure though. it was a good day. im so glad tomorrow is friday.
my dad walked in a few minutes ago and told me to pray for anthony & his mom. shes going to be scared for life, i feel so sorry for her. I couldnt imagine seeing any of my future kids like that.

January 28th, '09

So it started off like a normal day, Ms. Brainard being bitcher than normal (if your sick just stay home dont come to school to bitch us all out!) then Mrs. Payne made us all a new seating chart which sucks because all my friends are all seperated noe, beezy. Oh well, we will still chat and bug the shizz out of her. >;P Well when i got home i went to the bathroom and around 3:30 i heard some kids playing, then i heard on of them scream and i think she was saying that hurts but im not sure i just know they werent playful screams. So i went outside to see if anyone was hurt but i found no one. (Also thought Annie ran away) About 2 hours later my dad came into my room and asked me to help him take out these boxes to the trailer. Im standing in the doorway and i see an ambulance go by, then another. By then we were both outside and we looked down the street to see TONS of cops at our neighbors house (1 house down). My dad walked over to see what was wrong but i just continued to put the boxes back. My mom & sister got back a few minutes later and I went outside to look. My mom was standing there and said that the neighbor kid ( Anthony Steen) had commited suicide. Just then a helicopter came over and landed in the field in front of our house (that was pretty cool.) We thought he had been life flighted out of there but i later learned he died just before it arrived. It was so scary seeing all the cops and the flashing lights that showed on my house. I guess just before i went outside my other neighbor had hear Anthony's mom scream so she ran over to see what was wrong. She found her laying in front of her house crying on the phone saying he had killed himself. Linda said his dad was in the doorway. So his mom said you have to help (or something along those lines) and they all ran inside, to the parents bathroom where he was. She didnt go inside but she heard him moaning and called 911 back to tell them to hurry hes still alive. It was so sad, he was only 14. My dad heard the cops say that it might be a homicide. Detectives came and everthing, and they were there for so long. I wont know exactly what happened til they say on the news. I feel so bad for his mom having to see him like that, Im glad i didnt hear the gun shot. I went over to the fence while my mom left to go get michelle and i just stood there looking at all the cars and cops. It was so weird just looking at everything around me & seeing everything change from red to blue to a combination of them both. I definitely wont be forgetting today.

January 27th, '09

I thought they were going to talk today but nothing happened so whatever. Me, Sam & Cassie hung out at the water polo game for alittle while, the other team were all bitches. Then me & Sam walked to her parents store and ordered pizza & breadsticks. Then we walked to this eye place then back to dominios (completely other direction). It was worth it, that pizza was gone in NO time flat. We both helped paint alittle then sam painted her name in the parking lot, good job.

January 26th, '09

Well today wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I was expecting shit to go down but it didn't which is good.

January 25th, '09

It was another interesting day, I basically prepared for tomorrow all day today. She keeps posting bulletins saying there is going to be a fight, its like she wants it!! I dont know what to do, all i know is BITCHES BE CRAZY!!!!

January 24th, '09

Well today sucked. I learned who some people really are and how easily they betrayed all their friends for some stupid boy, who will never like them, and who I hope will see them for who they really are. Monday is going to suck, I dont want to see their faces. I have done nothing wrong but come Monday they will turn it around so that I am the one who did wrong. Im so over this shit.

January 23rd, '09

Got up at 11 and went ice skating!! Michelle is having an ice skating birthday party so my mom wanted to "prepare" her for it. We stayed til 4:15, when public skate ended. It was soo much fun, it took awhile to get used to but once we got it, it was amazing. ZOOM on the ice lol.
Lameo ^

January 22nd, '09

Finals are OVER!!! woot woot. My finals actually weren't bad this year, they went by fast but still its finals. I went home and got McDonalds (last time lol). Then at 6 Sam, Ashley, Jan, Bryan, Sarai, Tess & I went to Dennys for dinner. (I live right down the street :P mothalickers!) Me & Tess split a meal, pancakes & hasbrowns for me, outmeal & a muffin for her. It was good but the waitress was a bitch. After that we just hung out in the parking lot for about an hour then we moved the party *Except for Jan* to Albertsons where we planned to mess with our friend who works there. Sam left soon after than so we bought some candy and just chilled in the parking lot. Good times.

January 21st, '09

2 more finals down the drain. A.P Environmental (81%) and math. 2 more to go (photo & english). It should be an easy day, short photo test, 145 question english test. hmm lets hope it goes by fast. This picture for today is because I am supposed to read a bunch of pages for my english final and I have yet to do it, and frankly I dont want too. Lameness. I know Im cool. :P

Random: soo i went to turn of my computer and i just hit shut down and closed it. Well on the front side is alittle light and i was going brighter then dark, brighter then dark. I sat and watched it until it turned off. It reminded me of breathing, it was calming and i wish i had a light that did that. I would put it on every night. :)