January 30th, '09

I cant believe its already Friday, thank goodness. Aside from Ms. Brainard moving the test to Monday, it was a pretty crappy morning. My hair wasnt working with me so I had to wear it up and it was weird. And I didnt like it, but whatever I lived, barely. Then in 3rd I felt sick, but I got better in 4th & lunch. I drew the best lion picture in Photo!! Its a lion sitting at a table in the savannah eating PANCAKES!! 6th was so good today, I love that class. Dakota decided to go through my backpack (once again haha) and found this toy gun and freaked out. It entertained him for the rest of the class, he even drew it when we took the vocab quiz. Who'd a thought that one of my least favorite/most out of place class would turn out to be my favorite. Im going to miss it next year, for sure.

Well its 12:29 and my throat is kinda weird, i already took some vitamin C soo hopefully it should all be getting used cause its the stuff that doesnt stay in you, lameness. Ice skating tomorrow. :)

January 29th, '09

School took forever today, but it was worth it. Me & Sam went over to Krystal's to work on our apes project, they worked i basicly ate all krystals food. i would. then we just hung out. i showed them Elfen Lied, my newest addiction and i got to listen to a bunch of lame music (no offence guys) lol. krystal broke out her brothers laser tag game but the batteries were dead and we were missing a gun, next time for sure though. it was a good day. im so glad tomorrow is friday.
my dad walked in a few minutes ago and told me to pray for anthony & his mom. shes going to be scared for life, i feel so sorry for her. I couldnt imagine seeing any of my future kids like that.

January 28th, '09

So it started off like a normal day, Ms. Brainard being bitcher than normal (if your sick just stay home dont come to school to bitch us all out!) then Mrs. Payne made us all a new seating chart which sucks because all my friends are all seperated noe, beezy. Oh well, we will still chat and bug the shizz out of her. >;P Well when i got home i went to the bathroom and around 3:30 i heard some kids playing, then i heard on of them scream and i think she was saying that hurts but im not sure i just know they werent playful screams. So i went outside to see if anyone was hurt but i found no one. (Also thought Annie ran away) About 2 hours later my dad came into my room and asked me to help him take out these boxes to the trailer. Im standing in the doorway and i see an ambulance go by, then another. By then we were both outside and we looked down the street to see TONS of cops at our neighbors house (1 house down). My dad walked over to see what was wrong but i just continued to put the boxes back. My mom & sister got back a few minutes later and I went outside to look. My mom was standing there and said that the neighbor kid ( Anthony Steen) had commited suicide. Just then a helicopter came over and landed in the field in front of our house (that was pretty cool.) We thought he had been life flighted out of there but i later learned he died just before it arrived. It was so scary seeing all the cops and the flashing lights that showed on my house. I guess just before i went outside my other neighbor had hear Anthony's mom scream so she ran over to see what was wrong. She found her laying in front of her house crying on the phone saying he had killed himself. Linda said his dad was in the doorway. So his mom said you have to help (or something along those lines) and they all ran inside, to the parents bathroom where he was. She didnt go inside but she heard him moaning and called 911 back to tell them to hurry hes still alive. It was so sad, he was only 14. My dad heard the cops say that it might be a homicide. Detectives came and everthing, and they were there for so long. I wont know exactly what happened til they say on the news. I feel so bad for his mom having to see him like that, Im glad i didnt hear the gun shot. I went over to the fence while my mom left to go get michelle and i just stood there looking at all the cars and cops. It was so weird just looking at everything around me & seeing everything change from red to blue to a combination of them both. I definitely wont be forgetting today.

January 27th, '09

I thought they were going to talk today but nothing happened so whatever. Me, Sam & Cassie hung out at the water polo game for alittle while, the other team were all bitches. Then me & Sam walked to her parents store and ordered pizza & breadsticks. Then we walked to this eye place then back to dominios (completely other direction). It was worth it, that pizza was gone in NO time flat. We both helped paint alittle then sam painted her name in the parking lot, good job.

January 26th, '09

Well today wasn't as bad as I thought it would be. I was expecting shit to go down but it didn't which is good.

January 25th, '09

It was another interesting day, I basically prepared for tomorrow all day today. She keeps posting bulletins saying there is going to be a fight, its like she wants it!! I dont know what to do, all i know is BITCHES BE CRAZY!!!!

January 24th, '09

Well today sucked. I learned who some people really are and how easily they betrayed all their friends for some stupid boy, who will never like them, and who I hope will see them for who they really are. Monday is going to suck, I dont want to see their faces. I have done nothing wrong but come Monday they will turn it around so that I am the one who did wrong. Im so over this shit.

January 23rd, '09

Got up at 11 and went ice skating!! Michelle is having an ice skating birthday party so my mom wanted to "prepare" her for it. We stayed til 4:15, when public skate ended. It was soo much fun, it took awhile to get used to but once we got it, it was amazing. ZOOM on the ice lol.
Lameo ^

January 22nd, '09

Finals are OVER!!! woot woot. My finals actually weren't bad this year, they went by fast but still its finals. I went home and got McDonalds (last time lol). Then at 6 Sam, Ashley, Jan, Bryan, Sarai, Tess & I went to Dennys for dinner. (I live right down the street :P mothalickers!) Me & Tess split a meal, pancakes & hasbrowns for me, outmeal & a muffin for her. It was good but the waitress was a bitch. After that we just hung out in the parking lot for about an hour then we moved the party *Except for Jan* to Albertsons where we planned to mess with our friend who works there. Sam left soon after than so we bought some candy and just chilled in the parking lot. Good times.

January 21st, '09

2 more finals down the drain. A.P Environmental (81%) and math. 2 more to go (photo & english). It should be an easy day, short photo test, 145 question english test. hmm lets hope it goes by fast. This picture for today is because I am supposed to read a bunch of pages for my english final and I have yet to do it, and frankly I dont want too. Lameness. I know Im cool. :P

Random: soo i went to turn of my computer and i just hit shut down and closed it. Well on the front side is alittle light and i was going brighter then dark, brighter then dark. I sat and watched it until it turned off. It reminded me of breathing, it was calming and i wish i had a light that did that. I would put it on every night. :)

January 20th, '09

Well my day started with my A.P U.S History final, 50% (go me) and then that period ended with this kid calling me a bitch. Our sub put on obama and i said ugghhh so he goes, "what you dont want to watch this" so i said " no hes a terrorist" then i continued to say why i hate him. So this kid shuts up for a few minutes then says "hey can i ask you a question." so i said ok to which he says " did your parents tell you that?" This pissed me off, " no they did not. i actually watched the election and debates, im not an idiot and just supporting him cause hes black like most idiots did." and to this he said some other stuff. then i just told him i didnt want to talk about it and to shut up. To which he said "Why are you being such a bitch!" Hey guess what you just made my shit list. D-bag!!!! >:O I swear if he trys to talk to me again I'm going to tell him where to shove it.

Other than all that suckage Sam, Ashley, Nikki & I went to Seaport Village to see the Globe's Exhibit for some extra credit in A.P Environmental. It was so much fun. Im glad I went. :)

January 19th, '09

Well it was an Animal Crossing kind of day. Probably should have studied but when your teacher isn't going to be there for the final and your sub is a push over there really is no need. ;)
Kidding kidding, I'm actually going to do it, or try at least.

January 18th, '09

I stayed at Sam's til 1:30ish and I just sat at home for the rest of the day.
I was getting the dishes ready for Emilee when I noticed the sunset so I hurried to finish so I could stealthily go outside and see it. It was so calming when I got outside. Behind me the sky was purple & blue and I was looking at this. It was almost perfect. I only wish I would of had someone to share it with. I'm going to find a way to easily get onto my roof for times like this. I would have loved to have climbed onto my roof and just sat there and let the breeze take me away. It's times like this where I wish I was a kite.

January 17th, '09

I stayed at Sam's again today. We sat and watched nick all day. "Naww man you can leave!"
Sam's cat Smokey had had kittens and their eyes were just starting to open. So her neighbor, Dj, climbed up into the barn thingy that they were in and got them down. He only found 6 of the 7 at first but later in the day when he got back he went up and found the last one. Poor thing was left behind when Smokey first moved them, it's so skinny! I sure hope it lives.
This is me & Sam chillin on a rock! We went hiking in her backyard. :P

January 16th, '09

Today Sam, Ashley, Sarai & I hung out at Sam's. Basicly spent the whole night on stickam, we are soooo cool. haha Sam didn't know that I was doing that until she saw the picture. Muhahahahah I look really creepy in it...eww.

There is this guy who sits next to me in one of my classes and he's always in a good mood. I'd never seen him unhappy until today and it was strange. He sat with his head in his hands for what felt like the longest time. Then he slammed something down that these guys were looking through, and i thought he had gotten out of his gloomy mood, until one of them said he had broken it and he said "that wouldn't be the first thing that I broke today." I wanted to ask him what was wrong but he soon cheered up and was back to his normal self. I hope I never see him like that again, its sad seeing normally super happy people down and you know you really can't cheer them up.

January 15th, '09

So this is what I'm reduced to, using old pictures from my phone because my dad has to have his precious camera, that he doesn't even use, sit in his drawer just in case he needs it. I'm convinced my dad doesn't want me to express myself. Every instrument I have asked for has been denied, camera denied everything. He wonders why I do nothing. This project is pointless without a camera and my phone isn't going to cut it.

Blahh. This picture is pointless for today. Just another block day that came and went. Just another day that came and went. Another day of too much thinking time, and sad realizations. Where is my luck? Where is my break that everyone else seems to be getting?

January 14th, '09

Well today wasn't the best of days, but it was needed. Two of my friends have been fighting these past few days over a little issue. It's just been growing and became alot bigger than it should have been. And all of us got sucked into it even though it didn't concern us. So after alot of emotion between the two of them, and the rest of us, it was finally worked out. I'm glad it finally was worked out, i have the best group of friends anyone could ask for and this was tearing us apart and it was horrible to see. I think we learned alot from this, as small as it was. I think it showed us all how much we really do love each other, even with our flaws, and we don't want to break up our group. We never fight and I guess a fight was coming, and i suppose it was best to get out of the way. I hope we never have to go through this again, its horrible to see all your closest friends fighting. I hope this will prevent fights in the future. Since we are a large group it is hard for us all to get together and do something. So i hope this shows that when one of us gets left out that its not because we dont want to hang out with them.

This reminds me of a song, "...wednesdays are the worst..." and that small part never seems to fail me. Why Wednesdays suck changes but they always seem to be the worst day of my week. My picture is from a song, no its an English song but i love writing in Japanese. Its so much prettier. :)

私達をすべての夢の井戸今夜許可しなさい
(May we dream good tonight)
~Chelsea

January 13th, '09

My friend Sam and I went to our friend Cassie's water polo game today at 4. I've never been to a water polo match so it was pretty interesting. I'll definitely be going to a lot more of her games. Well just before her game was to start one of the hottest guys I've ever seen walked into the pool area. Sam and I were tripping, and no I didn't take this picture, Sam did. We were creepers today and I don't regret it. :P

January 12th, '09

Well you can't see it too well but it's a scar and it goes along with something very interesting that i learned today. There is this kid who sits next to me in my 6th period and awhile ago he was sitting sideways in his chair and i noticed a scar on the back of his neck. From what I could see it runs all the way down his neck. Ever since I saw his scar I've wondered what its from. Well today I was in 6th and I thought about it randomly. Towards the end of the period he grabed my binder and started to look through it but I realized I had doodles in it and I took it back. He had a new binder for some reason and I saw 2 pictures on it. So then he hands me his binder and said "Before & After." There were 2 pictures on the other side too. They were pictures of his back all curvy with screws, then straight still with screws. I couldn't believe it, now it made sense. But looking at him you would never expect that. I'm glad I didn't have to ask about it, ackward. :)

January 11th, '09

Just another lazy day spent making scrambled eggs and chatting with friends.

January 10th, '09

Tonight I went midnight bowling with my friend Sam, her sister, Nikki and my other friend Shelby. We left around 11:30 and didnt get back til 3. It was so much fun, even though we got stuck next to douchebags. :)

January 9th '09

This is my first day of Project 365. Today I went over to my friend Sarai's house and hung out with her and Ashley (In picture: Sarai, Me, Ashley.) We hung out in her room and went on stickam for a while. We ended up finding a guy Ashley knew last year but then he moved. Some girl, we're guessing she likes him and was jealous, kicked us out of the room and we couldn't go back in. So we walked into town and got Wendy's. Ashley's parents just so happen to be in town too so we snuck through the parking lot so they wouldn't see us. Success. After that we went to Stater Bros and stole a shopping cart. We ditched it alittle bit down the road and walked back to Sarai's. It was so windy! I couldn't believe it.